resenting

i don’t want you to hear my voice
but i must work
i need money, i need time,
i need skincare products, i need insurance,
i need attention, i need plane tickets
i need silence, i need organic fruits
i need you to understand that i can’t
exist in this way any longer,
i need to eat an entire vanilla cake
i don’t want you to hear my voice
what are you doing later, or in the winter

“all i want is a small quiet task”