the golden choice

you are so meek,
they said to me
they wrote me a letter
to let me know
i returned home
i held gratitude for my failure
i wrapped my gratitude in paper
i drowned my gratitude in the lake
the lake of the violets
the meek girl
she invites trouble
i invite trouble
i also invite the future

i told myself for a long time, that if really bad things can happen to me then really good things can happen to me too