could it ever be different

the strangeness of exhaustion
why would she do that why would she wear that
go away; don't speak
tomorrow i can renew my life, i can renew:
drink water with salt, cleanse, pilates,
i can do whatever i want.

jobs i have had other than artist: waitress, receptionist, fairy, house cleaner... i did retail jobs for expensive clothing brands in department stores and also fast fashion stores, elf, tutor, something else I'm sure...